Surface

Stay there. Floating. On the surface of my water, On the surface of my soul. Stay there Like everyone does. Judge my depth, By shining your torch underneath. Judge my endless pit, And call it hopeless. Stay there At the surface. Because I don't want you to know About the beautiful fishes Inside the deep...

Nepenthe

We played a game today. Truth or dance. The bottle spun and landed on me. I was asked which was my saddest moment in life. The first ever thing that came to my mind was a visual. A sight of my sister in the bathtub bleeding her wrist out and crying. I felt my eyes...

Acumen

I'm a simple, predictable person. I've written on the same theme so many times, that you'll get bored of these posts getting repetitive. All I write about is humans. We recently had a lecture on social psychology. My teacher said something that was presently irrelevant to the topic, but it stuck with me for a...

Cynosure

How did I become this? I wanted to become a person who can rely on herself and help others rely on her. I am ending up destroying myself by depending on others and seeking their attention. I love attention so much, it makes me anxious and I'm not good at crowd control, but it makes...

Endeavours

It has been a reaaally long time since I've written here. Welcome back! Or if you're miraculously new here (I really don't think anyone keeps tabs on this dead website anymore haha) I warmly welcome you to read about everything related to me. I'm a narcissist. I love myself. Sometimes, I don't, but let's not...